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| Updating |
| 11.06.04 (8:49 pm) [edit] |
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Right now i'm updating the layout of my blog.
I guess it will stay this for a while. I'm going on holiday in a week so this layout won't change until i come back, which is a month later. I don't know whether that is good.
But i feel like change. It's like when the wind blow on the grass and you sense the smell of fate. Yes, that sort of thing.
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| I'm back |
| 11.01.04 (4:39 am) [edit] |
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Back from months of not updating. Tblog is great as always.
I am making a to-do list here, please excuse it.
1. Re-do this blog layout. It's starting to rot. It's been here forever! __
2. Start scanning my manga. I plan to make scanslations. It will be alot of work.
3. Start to make a website.
Finished HSC. I have the feeling of emptiness. I wonder why. You feel like there's nothing more to life. I must do something.
Tomorrow i'll go to the cinemas with my friend, Olivia. Then i will go to a driving lesson. I might be sitting for a drivering test on thursday. Hopefully i'll pass and get my P's. Then i can drive on my own! Wheeeeee.
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| blood, major work and frozen fingers |
| 07.20.04 (5:45 am) [edit] |
i'll rant about 3 things today.
first, [b]blood[/b].
got my periods today after i got up from my nap and found it had left unwanted stains on my clothes. argh! :x Frustrating. I wish I was a guy. So off i went to wash my newly changed clothes because holding a grunge won't help at all. Especially when i've got so much work to do.
secondly, [b]major work[/b].
my english ext2 major work is coming out great! i have more than 7000 words so i need to cut it down (since my reflection statement is 1000-1500 words but whole limit is 8000). i am very excited because i spent so much time formatting it and all.
i will post it on boredofstudies.org after we hand it in in august. :D i am scared people will copy it if i post it beforehand. i know, i know, i am completely paranoid. 8)
so it's all coming together. :)
thirdly, [b]frozen fingers[/b]!
it's so hard to write in the winter. whether typing or using a pen, you find your self having frozen fingers and shaking hands. my hands are so white i feel as if blood has drained out. :?
BRRRRR......
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| tellytubby and gayness |
| 07.19.04 (6:12 am) [edit] |
http://www.acme.com/jef/netgems/tubby_tes t.html
guys should try this. :lol:
nuff said.
tired. urgh.
more tomorrow.
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| urgh |
| 07.18.04 (5:05 am) [edit] |
let's not talk about assignments and homework right now...it makes me sad. :(
stupid homework. :evil:
anyways...
You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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yea. this describes me perfectly! :)
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You are a goddess!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Power Rangers Movie!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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:roll:
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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your fuck.
What swear word are you?
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:lol:
You are Going to marry Elijah wood. He will always
respect you and your friends. His cute face and
big blue eyes are also a plus. Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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OMFG! ELIJAH!
narcissistic
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You are Xuan Wu!
Mythological background: Because the turtle has a
thick, solid shell that serves as protection -
this animal is associated with stability. You
enjoy intellectual pursuits.
Also, in Feng Shui (the Chinese myths behind
choosing a house), the black turtle's solidity
is used to protect from cold northern winds.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
please rate my quiz.
Are you in love?
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Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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| yeesh |
| 07.18.04 (3:42 am) [edit] |
i haven't updated in so long.
no one is on msn so why not update this?
i am feeling lonely right now.....
have work to go. :cry:
i have 4 assignments due
and have to finish them. :?
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| my favourite store |
| 05.27.04 (1:48 am) [edit] |
today, i feel free and i feel impulsed to introduce to you my favourite bookshop. or you can say, my favourite store. besides my bedroom or my house in general, this is the place to go. yup, it's my 2nd fav place of all (maybe because i haven't visited alot of countries... -_-; ) so. yeah, check it out, it's here: http://www.kinokuniya.com/
of course, all this info is useless if you're not living in sydney. :twisted: but nevermind, you might want to see if there's a kinokuniya store near you (there's lots of them in japan, some in america, some in other countries...)
yes, this is a useless blog entry. hehe.
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| Gothic Lolita |
| 05.21.04 (9:05 pm) [edit] |
You are an ~*Elegant Lolita*~
Lovely, but cool and never seen without your
coffin-shaped bag. The colour of your dress is
mostly black and sometimes white... or both.
Your favorite Lolita shops are "Emily
temple cute" and "Black peace
now".
You like it simple, but pretty... you look
sometimes a little dangerous, but always
elegant... =^.^=
What kind of Gothic Lolita are you? (Japanese - Lifestyle for girls)
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Lately I've been having this crazy obessesion with gothic clothing or lolita style in general. :roll: I wonder why. :?: :?:
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| no stalkers any more, oddly |
| 05.18.04 (10:39 pm) [edit] |
oddly enough, after two annoying prank calls, my stalker(s) has dissapeared. completely. :roll:
should i be happy or sad? i don't know. the truth is, my life is wayyyyyyy too hectic right now for me to think about such things.
anyways, got a pair of nice blue stone earrings from jobelle. i think they're turqoise. so if she gives me a late bday present does it mean anything? i can't see any danger signals, so maybe she's not the one behind the pranks.
i tell my self everyday that as long as i do my best and be kind to people, they shouldn't hate me that much. yes, i'm trying to calm my self and keep my self from anxious island. ^_^; though that's still pretty hard. 8) :?
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| some more random stuff |
| 05.14.04 (12:40 am) [edit] |
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| being pranked... |
| 05.14.04 (12:33 am) [edit] |
I APOLOGISE.
FOR not updating for so long
FOR not blogging and publishing crap
FOR neglecting everything when i am finally getting traffic
I THANK YOU.
FOR coming here
FOR reading this
FOR commenting (or scared off now you're scared to comment).
anyways, updates on my obscure life.
coming back to school is nice but i'm so busy! i've got 9 assessment tasks, ie. 3 exams or so and 6 assignments and some other non-counting but just as frustrating exams in class. .< year 12 is such a hectic time!!>
the latest news? (worth telling, that is)
i am getting pranked.
basically someone that's hating me is telling people my number. and so these guys (who i dont know) is calling me at day time. :roll:
this morning my phone rang. sometime around 7.30 to 8.30am. i was in maths 4u class.
so embarassing... :oops:
anyhoo, i turned it off and turned my phone on silent. but it rang again sometime later. *sweat drop*
i don't know what to do. :?
first i was angry. :x - you &%#%^&*
then i was feeling upset.. :evil:
later, i felt freaked out. :?
i talked to my friends (louise, and amy). :o
and louise called the guy up (stupid person, he left his number on my phone. MWHAHAHAHA! :twisted: i'll get him one day!... *crackling laughter of a witch*). *cough cough* anyways, that guy is called MATT and the bastard hanged up on louise after she told him to stop pranking me. (who the hell pranks someone so early in the morning? unless they know i've got class.... :!: )
SO YEAH. i am just wondering, is it jobelle? my other friends suggest it's her but i don't know. it is either jobelle or megan. megan hates me to hell and back. though i dont see no reason for jobelle to hate me.
BLAH. i've got so much to do.
it doesn't really bother me now but i am still wondering who is causing all these. (i mean, i am being a good girl and stepping out of all these gossip and fights, so why me?)
ANY SUGGESTIONS? i know no one can help me but hey, just asking. post your opinions.
BTW, i don't give out my number on the net nor am i a social butterfly so i just don't get it.[b] i just don't get it.[/b]
so much ramblings from me.
[i]i feel so hungry. [/i]
hmm... more later....see ya all for now...
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| School |
| 04.27.04 (5:59 am) [edit] |
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My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Who are you in the Chobits world? , is Chii
School starts tomorrow, damn!
Damnity damn!
Although i am a prefect and everything, school isn't all that flowery for me. It's the source of my depression. I am getting so tired of school. I am going to take a shower now, it's 11pm here, so after my shower, i'll organise some stuff for tomorrow and sleep.
Good night!
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| the spark |
| 04.26.04 (9:07 am) [edit] |
i love thespark.com
long long ago when i was a lass, i was caught by the librarian at school with my friend, doing the infamous tests on thespark.com. you can imagine how he reacted.
i decided to copy and paste some funnies here. some way or another, they will all link back to sex... that's because it comes from thespark.com:
Letter #1:
---- Begin Original Message ----
From: ToriRulez99999@yahoo.com
Sent: Fri, 3 Dec 1999 23:15:04
ESTTo: jeffkweiser@thespark.com
Subject: (no subject)
your a dick
---- End Original Message ----
TheSpark's Response:
Dear ToriphileT,
I think you mean "you're a dick," grammatically. "Your" is posessive, as in "how's your dick?" "You're" is a contraction, indicating "you are," as in "you are not much of a grammarian, despite your [note correct possesive usage] love for Tori. Don't waste your [possesive] time checking out TheSpark.com when you should be at school, or you're [contraction] going to be a poor writer forever.
Yours,
Jeff Weiser
TheSpark.com, Inc.
Music Correspondent
Honorable Mention
Letter #3:
Hello, hello
I THINK YOU NEED TO GET LAID PAL!
Michelle
TheSpark's Response:
Dear Michelle,
I hear that's a service you're good at providing. Sorry, though, I'm already taken.
Love,
Jeff Weiser
TheSpark.com, Inc.
Music Correspondent
Procedural Details for the D-M-S Project
There is no shortage of suitors for Melissa. Since the announcement of the project, I've gotten about a thousand emails from guys looking to help Melissa find a man. For example:
hey i saw your pic u r beautiful. i would like to get to know you. if u want to chat i have icq and myscreen name is giantballs4u.
m_
I asked her, and Melissa said she prefers guys without elephantitis of the nuts, so her dates are all going to be with friends of mine.
was going to post more. i will post more later.
school starts in 2 days. urgh... :evil:
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| messenger fun |
| 04.25.04 (8:57 pm) [edit] |
yeesh. i am having great fun playing the handwriting feature on msn messenger plus!. which i installed today. just now.
it's so fun! .
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| friday fivers |
| 04.25.04 (8:03 pm) [edit] |
If you...
1. ...owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
chinese
2. ...owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
clothes or something really original
3. ...wrote a book, what genre would it be?
autobiography or fantasy or real life
4. ...ran a school, what would you teach?
philosophy
5. ...recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
rock or sad, mushy music or pop
but i wouldn't say it would belong to a specific music genre, i'd say it's my own style though critics will classify them for me. lol.
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| party ends |
| 04.24.04 (10:17 pm) [edit] |
i am eating lunch now, it's bad food, my dad is so lazy. he usually cooks good but today he's being lazy. you don't want to know what i'm eating. :cry:
here's the whole thing on jobelle's party:
went there at exactly 6pm and found out i was actually kinda late. -_-; well, that's not my fault since she told me it starts at 6!
then some others came late too. very late. the food was ok but not as good as last year's. (i have a great long term memory. last year's potato salad was really yummy. this year i like the grilled eggplants).
all the people from her work which jobelle meant to invite didn't show up. i thought that was good. i don't like meeting strangers, i'm really shy. :oops:
also she had punch. it tasted like water alot because of the ice. but the fruity bits was really alcoholic. yum. :roll:
getting on... after eating we danced alot. it wasn't music i liked but i am cool with it. it was pop/ r n' b / rock/ ..
for example, 'hey ya', 'sugar sugar' and 'fuck it'. to me, they're way too loud and rather stupid. but i decided being with friends is more important than the type of music played.
after that some girls left. it must be very awkward for them since they're only school friends and doesn't belong to our group. i always think too much of things and maybe i'm over sensitive but i hope they had a good time.
then a guy came. though this may not be great news to other people but it is yesterday. we were all girls. we had a great time before that too (danielle dressed up in her PJs..except she put a fresh pair of underwear over them, it was hilarious), when he came we all went quiet (unintentionally).
his name is doug. somehow i don't like him. i guess being in a girl school for too long, i've lost all of my guy friends (if i had any) and i only talk to guys online (as friends) or my brother. you can say that i'm a loner and probably too innocent for my age. i mean, i've never kissed anyone. ^^;
jobelle chatted to him afterwards and she didn't dance with us. after dancing for a while i sat down again on the couch. i guess i don't like music much and i can't dance.
jobelle thought he was gay, that's pretty funny considering he gave her a 18k gold bracelet for a present. :shock: shocking to me. i know it might be a fake but to give something like that to a workmate! he must like her or something (but then again he was flirting with louise. gosh, louise loves bucka).
megan, ciara and erin was really bored. i liked watching people dance or listen to music or stare at the sky (which was black with shimmering lights or stars). i thought the loud music outside contrasted with my serene, peaceful feeling inside.
so those three got out of the place. i danced with louise, danielle and jess again. it was really funny since they were hyper and crazy.
jobelle was talking to doug but then she threw eggs down. we went over and asked what was the problem. to our dismay, some time later, meg, ciara and erin came back saying that jobelle and doug threw eggs at them (megan and ciara got hit).
that's jobelle for you. i must say graduating high school is good particularly for this. you don't have to see people you don't like or don't mix with after high school. i wish there were people like me. imagine a quiet girl, that likes reading, thinking about everything, expressing it in writing and art. i can't find good friends, that another story, let's talk about it some other day.
after that ciara got really angry. she was upset at jobelle for some hours. megan didn't really mind. oh, some thing else. megan was staring at me all the while during the whole party. i wonder if she wants to talk to me. i overheard her telling some other girls that jobelle invited some mean people to her party. she must've meant me and louise.
was talking to mum today about megan and we concluded that she is psychotic. really! if we fight and then makeup, sooner or later she will find some way to fight with me again. i don't understand her and don't want to understand her.
anyhoo. about jess. jessamine wanted to stay at the sleepover and her mum agreed but then she still went home. later jobelle and danielle told me it's because she wanted to see her boyfriend the next day. that kind of dissapointed me because i never really knew she had a boyfriend. :? she never told me. i guess she doesn't consider me a great friend or a close friend. i consider her a friend although i too are keeping things from her. but it's not her, i keep things from everybody. my depression means that sometimes i can't make my self talk to people about my problems. i need to solve them my self. i wish i could tell them to my mum but i can't. it gets bottled up and i go crazy. i cry for no reason or i just get really blank. becoming blank. it's as if you're a piece of paper, you don't have any feeling or any expression and the worse things can't get you down, you're already down, in some unknown place.
yeesh. so much about my depression. but i am better now and i am not worried about things as much as before. i guess it could be a form of mental illness but my parents doesn't see it that way.
also, (back to the party), doug had an argument with ciara. he said ciara should dance and be happy. some of it is right, i guess. i think ciara was really upset since she wanted to go home. jobelle was in the wrong. but then again, nothing is black and white, you should see the greys. only by seeing the greys in life will you learn something, see something.
i didn't do anything but i tried to cheer up ciara and erin. (yes, i'm letting megan rot). after the argument doug left. as girls do, we had a lil discussion of him. we aruged the issue of his sexuality and we all said he's not gay.
something weird too. louise asked me whether i'd go on a blind date with her viet friend. i said not really since i don't like it. but the truth is, i like someone else. it's an odd feeling. it's not the common sort of crush girls get. you see him and you don't really go all red. you see him and you want him to live well. you see him and you know you like him. but i don't think i love him. i don't know him but i wish i did.
just went out for a drive and came back. ate a sponge cake. yum!
dad is working this afternoon, i wonder whether ahyi (lit. aunty, but actually mu stepmum) will come home. she's suppose to cook if dad's not here but maybe she's going to her brother's? dad cooked some food already.
my stupid scanner is not working. i want to scan some pictures in. and it doesn't work! damn.
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| sleepover party |
| 04.24.04 (12:13 am) [edit] |
gotta go soon so this will be a short entry.
jobelle is going to have a party tonight, which will start at 6pm. i don't have to pick jess up so i'm going a bit later. :) though i do have to get everything together...present, clothes, sleeping bag, PJs....
hopefully i'll see danielle and jess soon. haven't seen them at all in the holidays, i miss my friends.
ugh. megan is coming.
:evil:
she's evil.
she's stupid, and ignorant and racist. yes, racist. at my friends.
this is a long story but she was mean at my friends (although she said, "ur different, ur not like them"). i don't hate her, i just want to ignore her. these type of people really annoys me. so what if i have black hair and yellow skin? i like my straight hair flowing along my back, my changable skin colour (from pale to tan to dark to pale and all over again). :? am i bitchy? who cares...she really deserves it.
:lol: but there's a party coming!
FREE FOOD
yay! thanks to the food god. he rocks. :wink:
i am going to upload my new header. (not much different, just editted it a bit in photoshop).
seeing louise again. fortunately her boyfriend is not coming. he's so weird. .< eeek~!>
i shall miss my beautiful lobster and sashimi tonight. but no fear i shall be back. i wonder what jobelle is going to serve us?
i absolutely [b]adore [/b] my boots. they're suede and has a girly flower on it. (wooly flower of course). I <3 it. my dad is so nice (tho my mum would've bought it for me too.) it costs $AU80. which is ok. >
but right now i'm looking for a pair of black leather boots (knee high). it has to be the ones with laces. THEY'RE TO DIE FOR!
all this talking about clothes probably makes me sound like some kind of airhead. urghhh... *chills at the thought*
i mean i wear glasses for god's sake.
hmm, what else? i think all's done. i'll update on the party when i get back tomorrow morning/noon. ^_^
FOOD......is...waiting...for me...
(you can obviously see how hungry i am)
:9
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| quoting lynne |
| 04.23.04 (11:44 pm) [edit] |
horror-scopes makes me laugh.
Taurus – Let’s face it. Spring is in the air and that means that everyone around you is going to be in a good mood. This is going to annoy you. You are going to want to lop off heads with a battle ax. You might be willing to settle for lopping of the heads of your neighbors damn tulips with a pair of pruning clippers. No matter what you do, you’ll feel mean.
:roll:
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| blog features added |
| 04.23.04 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
i added some bits and pieces to my blog. eg. the booklist and the tagboard.
have fun! 8)
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| bloody hilarious |
| 04.23.04 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
Taurus (Bull)
Born April 20 - May 20
Petty, annoying and a whiny pain in the neck, a Taurus loves to brown-nose and is often a snitch to boot. In life and work, always blows with the wind, and runs to answer to his supperiors' smallest whim.
A chronic poser (will pass himself for an altruist, or in the case of a woman - a tortured soul), while harboring contempt for those around him, and in his mind fancying himself the center of the universe.
A Taurus loves wealth, and will greedily collect it in secret for most of his life. He is willing to sacrifice the last bit of wealth for a good cause - as long as it's someone else's.
Ego-centric, with a sadistic streak, he will terrorise his family from childhood until his old age, all the while managing to project the appearance of love and kindness.
Tauruses love preferential treatment, and will usurp such privileges whenever possible.
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| hmph |
| 04.23.04 (9:46 pm) [edit] |
The Official Cynic's Self-Test
You have potential. While you're not yet a full-blown cynic, you exhibit promising talents in that direction.
hmm, just to give it some credit, it's from this place: http://www.i-cynic.com/cynicT...
I've tried the soupfaerie.com cursors, the piggy one especially but they have so many evil advertisements! i don't think a custom cursor goes well with this layout. though this layout is NOT my style. (yet somehow i'm attracted to the picture.)
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| a hell lot of weird quizzes |
| 04.23.04 (9:20 am) [edit] |
Which Rock Chick Are You?
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
PLEASE RATE
What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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This is so true. *sigh*
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough".
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Wow. Amazing. This is very like me.
You're the New York Dolls. You take a lot of drugs,
and bring new meaning to the word
"shambolic." You are blatantly
vulgar, and you have been known to cross dress.
But 5 years from now, everyone will be digging
you. Just keep your fingers crossed.
What Proto-Punk Band Are You?
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-__-;
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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LOL. The thing is, I've never had a boyfriend.
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You're addicted to.....
Nothing!
Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Fight Club!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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VERY UNLIKE ME...
ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Kurt COBAIN (1967-1994)
You are like Kurt Cobain, the famous singer and
songwriter from Nirvana.
Your motto is: Its better to burn out than to fade
away.
You are extremely sensitive person, but dont want
to show it in the outside world.
May you even didnt realize it in the beginning.
There has been a problem in your family and you
dont get over it. Its lying like a shadow
behind you and you cant see it, because you
dont want to turn around. This depression runs
after you but you are so long inside that you
think you wont come out. You never thought
about being popular but you get it because you
are very talented .You are a genie, and can
reach into the hearts of the people, but there
is still this depression. Then you get these
stomach problems and take drugs. They make your
feelings even more extrem. After some time this
satisfaction you felt for your music
disappears. Your erratic mood hasnt got the
passion anymore . Then youll kill yourself with
a gun, but youll still live in people minds and
will forever.
~Which famous suicide would you be?+8 different,long results and pics!!~
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girl at seventeen...
lots of updates!
woke up with another vivid dream (tho i dont remember it now) at around 12. .ethan, my lil brother wasn't at home, :? and i was feeling bored so i rang up friends. it's like that song, 'all by my self', no one's home! urgh. so in the end i went with louise. it turned out all right.
i find that these days you need patience and a serene mind, it will get you through. peace and calmness are some of the things i am learning right now. :)
some weird things ---
- got my nails painted black - :shock:
i also got a white nail polish and a pinky/skin coloured one.
- birthday cake tastes vague -
my chestnut cake is not very sweet. tangy. hmmm..
EDIT
accidently pressed the enter key. i dont mean to end this entry yet.
i had lobster and sashimi tonight, yummmm. praise to the food god. he rox my world.
ok. i need to change the layout of this blog too. it's so simple. urgh. eff. :cry:
another thing, 4u maths is getting to me. volume is so hard. rotating around the x-axis, rotating the y-axis, around y=1 or around x=1. basically it's rings. urgh. and now we're doing something else too. i will attempt 4u maths tomorrow morning when i am not under the influence of alcohol or cakes.
i hate maths. really do.
i swear i will not take maths in uni!
i am thinking of doing law or communications. even economics has maths. i am so sick of maths. easy maths like 2u or even 3u is okay, but 4u is another story. it's my worst enemy.
it's like how you can stand worms but can't stand slugs. (yuck...) get what i mean?
um, never mind.
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| Happy Birthday! |
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I start this blog on my birthday. Hopefully this year brings wonders and luck.
Have been on Gaia for long hours. My fingers hurt.
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I am a Taurus.
(Also known as "Bull")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" Petty, annoying and a whiny pain in the neck, a Taurus loves to brown-nose and is often a snitch to boot. In life and work, always blows with the wind, and runs to answer to his supperiors' smallest whim. "
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